When I Look In the Mirror

When I look in the mirror a hurt girl is what I see
A past of addiction, pain and trauma staring back at me
A victim!? No! That I will never be..
But a survivor is what I try to tell the girl staring back at me. 

When I look in the mirror the words I’ve been told is what I see
Crazy,  and psycho are just a few they’ve said to me
A victim!? No! That I am definitely not
But a survivor, I tell myself to give it another shot

When I look in the mirror beautiful is not what I see
All the other women he likes are staring back at me
A victim!? Hell no! That I will never be
But I am a survivor- and I’m worthy- but beautiful he will never see

When I look in the mirror why the hell do I care what they think of me!? 
I am beautiful, loving, and caring who care that they don’t see! 
Becauae when I look into the mirror , I AM ME! 
and this is who I will always be!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Marcum Wong Avatar
July 16, 2019 at 2:16 PM
Your lovely poem is a testament to finding your power and claiming it! When we accept the true beauty in ourselves others cannot help to see it. This is a very beautiful and profound poem that deserves it's first placement! I am putting it into my Faves. Congratulations Allison. xxoo
Call Avatar
August 25, 2019 at 8:10 PM
Aww thanks so much! That means a lot! Xo
Drowley Avatar
July 9, 2019 at 2:31 PM
Allison, Congratulations on your win. An excellent call to stay strong! David
Call Avatar
July 14, 2019 at 8:47 AM
Thanks David :)
Michael Avatar
July 3, 2019 at 6:43 AM
A great one....
Call Avatar
July 3, 2019 at 8:02 PM
Thank you, one of my favs as well :)
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