When I Am Alone

Storming through the day with joy and laughter solitude and bliss But they are not what I feel when I am alone When I am Alone the cold rattles and pains my joints This immobilizes me to my cheap twin spring mattress Although the sun rips through my window I see no brightness Only darkness and gloom When I am alone my thoughts are as clear as distilled vodka My mind guzzles and drowns in a sea of insecurity I think of no hope and no bliss