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I deal with loss the best I can, 5th of May it all began, My partner beaten , We were cruelly parted, This is how my horror started, Future life will mean so little, Plans and hobbies play second fiddle, Time for others I have not got, I easily snap and lose the plot, Two years of grief I'm still not coping, I feel my brain is decomposing, Life needs change that's upto me, To make my future that's the key, For me to open up new doors, I use the key , And my strength grows, At this moment I'm stuck in grief, But what's to come is such relief, Grief has still a roll to play, So future plans won't start today.