Whats Wrong With Me
I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO BREAK DOWN
WITHOUT EVEN A WORD OR SOUND
THIS LIFE I LIVE THE TEARS IN WHICH I DROWN
IN THE PAST IT IS TEARING ME DOWN, AND STILL IN 2011 IT IS TEARING ME DOWN
I FEEL SO WORTHLESS, I FEEL PAIN AND SAD
I CAUSED ALL THIS SADNESS, BECAUSE I MADE PEOPLE MAD
AT TIMES IM ALWAYS A LOSER AND KEEP GETTING USED
WHENEVER I GAIN NEW FRIENDS OR HELP THE ONES I CARE 4 I GET SCREWED.
AT TIMES FEAR IS SINKING IN
AND WHEN IM ALONE I FEEL HEAVY RAIN AND COLD MIST RACING THROUGH MY SKIN
WHATS WORSE MEMORIES ARE MISSING
AND MOST OF THEM ARE FADING
SOMEHOW IT MY FAULT BECAUSE I DONT LOVE MYSELF
AND I AGREE IT IS BECAUSE IN REALITY I HATE MYSELF
SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN TO ME AND MOST ARE TO PAINFUL TO EXPLAIN
AND IT KEEPS COMING LIKE A GIANT CLOTHES STAIN.
WHY DO I FEEL SO HAPPY, CHEERY, AND HYPE UP MOOD WHEN I GO OUT
BUT WHEN I GO HOME I FEEL SO MESS UP AND I CANT EVEN SHOUT
I CANT FIGURE OUT WHAT THE PROBLEM IT LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I AM
AM I A WINNER OR A LOSER, A PERSON OR A SHADOW, OR AM I REAL OR A SHAM
SOMETIMES I CAN NEVER HAVE PEACE
WHENEVER I WANT IT SO BADLY IT SLIPPED AWAY LIKE GREASE
IT TRUE I HAVE FRIENDS BUT AT TIMES IDK WHO TO TRUST ANYMORE
BECAUSE WHENEVER I CARE 4 SOMEONE IT BACKSTAB ME RIGHT TO THE CORE
AT TIMES I AM A VILLIAN AND AT TIMES IM A HERO
AND MOST OF TIME IDK WHAT I AM SO MOST LIKELY IM A ZERO
WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY HEAD YOU SAY WHO KNOWS EVEN I DONT KNOW
BUT IT SAD BECAUSE MY LIFE IS A BORING SHOW.
IN THE END IT KINDA FUNNY CAUSE I FEEL LIKE I DONT HAVE A HEART
OH WELL MY HEART IS ALREADY BROKEN SO IT TO LATE IT GOT KILLED BY A SHARD.
Copyright © Mckinley Smith | Year Posted 2011
Post Comments
Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.
Please
Login
to post a comment