What's next

In this empty house alone I sit What comes next I still don't get Thought it was all planned out Yet now not sure what any of it is about Nothing in life that I wanted to do More then to love and grow old with you Been many years since we've been apart Living without you where does it start Everyone says to just relax and let you go Wonder if true love they will ever really know Each morning with coffee in my hand I talk to God just trying to understand Don't know how to just move on Every meaning in my life is now gone I hold the things that remind me of a day or place Along with the smile that was always on your face Some say grieving for long isn't right But I want to feel you hug me into the night There's no doubt it will always be you That I'll love no matter what life puts me through