What's Happened To Us

What are we doing? And where are we headed? Is it just me, or have we stoped growing? When we married, we both said it was forever. In front of our families, friends and God. I can't imagine us not together. We have both made some mistakes along the way. Some we have owned up too and some we hid. But are these mistakes so awful that we'll throw 20 years away? I can Honestly say that I have never cheated on you. And up until recently you've never given me reason to be jealous. But now you have changed all of that when you lied and weren't true. You're the one who has never trusted. No matter what I chose to say you never believed in me. And now my heart feels like it has truly busted. I try and I try to understand where we went wrong. We used to have so much love between us. I thought we could overcome anything, our love was so strong. Please help me to try to completely understand. Why can't we fight for that love. If you're willing to do this then please take my hand. I refuse to give up on us without a fight. And I hope you're willing to do just the same. Because I know I can't live without you in my life You as my husband and I as your wife. I love you Honey and I know you love me too.