What Will We Be

I wonder what the future holds for me and Ken One minute he loves me the next he changes plans It's so confusing for me cause he has my heart I really tried to fight it but he had me at the start From the first day that we met I kinda knew I was his Especially when he initiated our very first kiss Normally I don't ever let anyone kiss me at all That's intimacy and that's when I start to fall It really scares me to death that I'll be hurt again Cause I let me walls down and a few rules bend Instead of running like I usually do I kinda stayed I didn't follow any of the rules that I actually made I feel like I'm setting myself up for another heart ache I sure hope I'm wrong cause my feelings are at stake I really want to keep believing that I'll find true love Someone that fits me like a hand does in a glove That'll be my better half as long as we're alive That's why I keep opening up and I give it another try No matter how bad my heart hurts I don't give up Hopefully one day I'll have a little bit better luck Maybe he will surprise me and show me he loves me I sure hope he opens his eyes so maybe he can see That when I say I love you I really mean what I say Maybe he will stick by side and he will always stay Through all the good times as well as the struggles I sure wish he was here so we could just snuggle I hope he really turns out to be different than the rest Sitting here thinking makes my heart beat out my chest I feel like I'm gonna be the one with a heart that's broken The one who feels like she can't breathe like she's choking