What We Used To Do

we used to hold each other close when we were under the covers. we used to talk on the phone for hours. send pictures back and forth. screenshot after screenshot and inside jokes. casual and full i love you's thrown around often. smiles and always an i miss you. but now i want to kill myself and we just send random messages. you don't even look at me in passing. you replaced me so quickly it gave me whiplash. we sometimes say words but we definitely do not talk anymore. everything changed so quickly and i just need to know: what made you turn around and face your back to mine? why don't we laugh at our own jokes? am i missing you or what we had? tell me.