What Topic Should I Write About

Today is a new day No time to make mistakes So let me try again I'll make it right My happines is in a basket I have learned to knock down sadness The lesson is to survive walk amongst peopel like a normal person to be a normal person to act like a norm being crazy isn't normal being a stalker isn't normal being an abuser isn't normal If my past comes to haunt me I'm not relieved I am scared to face the truth face your fears is a quote I want to rewind with a remote Why does life teach what guilt is? When I already feel guilty Writing poems is my guilty plreasure Why can't I find a topic to write about? Is my soul angry? Is my heart empty ? I don't know these answers I have only my mind to speak