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pandemic pressures squeeze us all - even if you think you're immune.


 

What the Heck

You know, I used to be happy all of the time.
what the heck happened? I used to go weeks
without crying, I used to love going to school.

In fairness, I liked real school - not the sad,
sterile, anti-social, virtual experience.

When I'm mad I get silly, then mean. I don't
always know why - angry is the answer, but 
I don’t always get the subconscious analysis 
behind it. That's a bad day - I'm truly sorry.

If I could step back, in those moments,
and think - clearly - I'm about the luckiest person.

I'm a hundred pounds of privilege 
- if we rounding up - but pressurized, 
stressed like a movie submarine in deep dive.

I think I miss people - like in an assembly
- before it starts - where a hundred conversations 
clash like the random patter of rain. That’s one
of the sounds of joy.

The civilized brain is soaked in the opinions, 
and shared experiences with others. These virtual, 
interactive shadows on flat screens can't fill the void.


p.s. I write short stories too  =]
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Sambourne Avatar
June 15, 2021 at 6:54 PM
Another winner! "...where a hundred conversations clash like the random patter of rain". - such a precisely stirring simile. So well penned. Best wishes, Brian
Vionet Avatar
June 16, 2021 at 7:55 AM
Thank you =]
Leffanta Avatar
November 29, 2020 at 10:36 AM
Lockdowns must be difficult for Americans raised on canned TV laughter and other supporting backgrounds, but the sound of silence will always be of great comfort. Aloha! Rico
Leffanta Avatar
November 30, 2020 at 10:08 AM
If you have not read, "The Diary of Anne Frank", perhaps you should! Aloha! Rico
Vionet Avatar
November 29, 2020 at 3:53 PM
I think we’re more TikTok and YouTube than TV. How would YOU have done - as a teenager - sheltering in your house for an entire year? Can you even imagine it??????
Michael Avatar
November 29, 2020 at 5:13 AM
Virtual is the future... but as you said, "These virtual, interactive shadows on flat screens can't fill the void." It's probably you that'll fill the void...Well done
Vionet Avatar
November 29, 2020 at 3:41 PM
I think that once this lock-down is over I think people will avoid screen-time for quite some time.
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