What Should I Do?

What should I do?
What should I do?!

So many emotions inside,
and so many troubled nights.
Do I go back and forth,
or stay in one position.

I don't know anymore,
I don't know.

Like I said before,
Just want to feel loved.
Its what keeps me going,
my heart beating.

And without it,
I have no air to breath.
I gave so much out,
don't know whats left.

I don't know what to do,
I really don't know.

Should I leave and never come back?
Should I HURT MYSELF some more?!

All I want to be is loved,
and that love,
no one ever gives.

These marks that were given,
remind me day to day,
love hurts,
when its against you this way.

So should I stay or should I go?
Its all up to you.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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