What Now

As i look at moms dead body , i wonder what now Do cry about her everyday till i can't take no more Or do i forget her and move on with life Do i open up to someone about how i feel Do i keep it all in and push everyone away Put it behind the wall i built years ago with other problems And hope it don't break. As i keep pondering on it i say goodbye to my loved ones Really, no one knows exactly what to do now Just live each day likes its your last