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mind blowing into pieces. my soul asking where peace is. agony lingering to stay longer. enziety explodes even more stronger. my heart thinks for my brain. my brain feeling all the pain. it's perplexing ,nothing seems so sane. and driving me ill like we on the wrong Lane. should I change it, or offload all these thoughts. should I release it, or untie all these knots. cause my brain is flooded with rage. like a book of evil one should never read a page. it eats my spirit, suddenly spit it. it place me on the heartless world. and change my utterly to hopeless word. I need to remove these blockage, and unleash peace for my age. im too young to live so miserable. with brain that functions disable. written on the 03/05/2018