What Is the Point

What is the point loving someone you don’t trust? What is the point having pain everyday in your heart? What is the point being in a relationship yet you feel insecure? What is the point always worrying that your love is not pure? Every time she holds her phone I feel sick Every time she receives a call I feel weak Every time she goes somewhere without saying I’m never fine Every time a man text her I feel our love is off-line When I pick her phone and look at her texts I get heart broken When I ask her facebook password and look at her massages I get shaken When I look at her emails, I burn with rage When I learn of her past I see her like garbage. She is a compulsive liar Telling lies is her desire Is a liar a cheat? From loving her should I retreat? I feel like leaving her Yet the thought of living without love is a nightmare But as this year 2013 comes to an end Let me hope in 2014 all 2013 mistakes we will amend.