What Did I Do Wrong

What did I do that's so wrong? I jus don't understand i thought yu felt the same way about me how could I be so wrong? It's always something but of course it's only my fault! As I lay here drowning in my own tears knowing that these last 7 months was jus a big lie how could I fall so madly in love with someone that doesn't feel the same way? I'm devastated millions of thoughts racing through my head wondering what I could have done differently to make you feel the same about me!! I jus don't get it only if I knew. What did I do that was so wrong? I'm crying out for answers and all I get in return is I did this to myself only me but i kno that's not true why do yu hate me so damn bad I feel like I'm in a battle I try so hard to prove my love and honestly and loyalty to yu but it's not good enough and I have no clue why I'm dieing on the inside. N u thought my battle/ demon was the devil and more yu and herion r kinda similar. But how will I ever know what I did so wrong for you to always end what we had breaking my heart every other night wish you would stop blaming me for everything.