What Did I Do?

it might come out all jumbled cos i dont no what to think or say Jumbled is how i feel, i dont no what is real. why when i think i have something it starts to fade away why does it have to go, why cant it stay! Trusting to easily setting myself up for more hurt, but why do i fall in to it again, why cant i just learn. maybe im not meant to be happy, maybe its cos of me it must be me.. its got to be… too many times… Rejection… Rejection… Rejection… Left… and again.. and again.. and again… You see, too many times…. Too many times… Attaching to fast…then a broken heart… then back to the start… repetition… At 17 im already scared, already lost, already confused as to why? What did I do, why cant someone stay… ...why do they have to go away?