Wetting My Helpless Pains

On my desk again Crying through my pen Wetting the heavy pain Life has thrown to my chest. Living in a hopeless cloud Is worse than death sentence It's me against the crowd And mercilessly the strive is intense. Have you ever faced the devil? I'm in a ring with one Sleeping and waking between God and evil Trying to live a life in front of wars. The altar I'm looking onto for help is helpless My groaning voice can't be heard. I have been taking my needs to the needy to address Their whine only help to triple the ache in my head. Trinity of necessities of life surrounds me Trapped in the middle not knowing the one to foregone My hope my only friend is angry that life is mean It is threatening to dump me at once. How useless it's to dare nature Tuning and turning me in the name of destiny Giving me knowledge of everything except for the future Forcing me, devil and god to strike some harmony. I pray for His second coming to meet me well Only that I'm waiting for except a miracle happens in between The paths have been too rocky for me to keep trying to dig wells My flesh has surrounded for fate to win.