Welcome Back Ana

As I prepare to go back "home," My anxious thoughts are building up and here they come, I'm not really too keen on seeing anyone, In Cali it was fun, But to be honest with NC, I feel done. When I say I'm done I'm referring to the unnecessary things that make me anxious, In all and complete honesty I just want my G.A.D.vanquished, Forget that bull of faking it until you make it, While I was in Cali my mind had a much needed vacation, And though my anxious thoughts still crept up on me without hesitation, It wasn't too long before it was the end of her visitation. Now I'm back in NC and anxious as ever, She silently crept back up on me despite my endeavors, In all factuality there's no actually getting rid of "her." It doesn't matter how long she goes away for, Because once she comes back she's feening for gore, She intends to strike me right in the core, I plead with her and she still wants more, If you are familiar with her you will know that she's very hard to ignore. She's back and she's poisoning my mind, Always and constantly telling me lies, And on some days I really just want to run and hide, But in all honesty, in her is the only one that I can truly confide.