Weak

Tomorrow I will wake up and work out just a half hour,
And yet I find myself weak. 
Today I will limit myself on the sweets I devour, 
And yet I find myself weak. 
Now I will get up and actually do something and clean, 
Yet I find myself weak. 
I will read today! Instead of stare at a screen, 
Yet, I am lazy and weak. 
I will hold my tongue, be less mean and obscene, 
And yet my soft lips turn to a sharp beak. 

I sail on, a captain ignoring a leak, 
Not taking steps to fix the wheel that squeaks. 
I promise myself hollowly to improve week after week, 
As I sit at the bottom just wishing for the peak. 
I can do it, I can make steps, have it be more than what I speak, 
If only if only…I weren’t so pathetically weak.
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