Way Ward

I held on for dear life, my confidence so low. It was like holding onto a knife as I looked down below I knew the way out and yet I was lost In my heart was only doubt and at such a cost But I will not quit as I grab on even more tight But even I admit, I have such little might But I know what I need to do for I know where I am at I know I need to be true and that’s just that You think I’d have known all these years a long Everything I’ve been shown, you’d think I’d be strong You’d think I would know right down to the last detail Yet I never did really grow in being so frail But it’s not about me is the answer that I get For God‘s grace is free, no matter what may beset Just keep on trying, God will do the rest But I’m not lying when I say this is my toughest test