Wasted

Its empty now,Nothing left inside
All future plans have up and died, 
Since you chose to believe a lie. 
And now im left with countless 
tears to dry
But all the tears cant wash the stain
Of memories of you etched within 
my brain
And the crushing blow to my heart 
remains
As a reminder of your inflicted pain
I want to hide alone and die
Im tired of living with this phoney 
smile
Where people think im ok but all 
the while,
I just want to run a million miles
Away from the memories of your 
perfumed smell,
From this once happy home now 
an empty shell
Where people can look at me and 
never tell
How this quiet soul lives in this hell
I want to shout , i want to scream 
I want to wake from this evil dream
Where im stripped naked and left 
unclean
A victim of love and hate and 
caught between
I cry to a deaf God, who refuses to 
hear
Who turns a blind eye to all these 
tears
Maybe im just a life of wasted years
Nothing to hope for, nothing to hold 
dear.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014


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Date: 5/20/2014 8:51:00 AM
Oh Carl, This is sadness in word, its breaks the heart just reading it... well done...love Jayne x
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