Wasted

Its empty now,Nothing left inside All future plans have up and died, Since you chose to believe a lie. And now im left with countless tears to dry But all the tears cant wash the stain Of memories of you etched within my brain And the crushing blow to my heart remains As a reminder of your inflicted pain I want to hide alone and die Im tired of living with this phoney smile Where people think im ok but all the while, I just want to run a million miles Away from the memories of your perfumed smell, From this once happy home now an empty shell Where people can look at me and never tell How this quiet soul lives in this hell I want to shout , i want to scream I want to wake from this evil dream Where im stripped naked and left unclean A victim of love and hate and caught between I cry to a deaf God, who refuses to hear Who turns a blind eye to all these tears Maybe im just a life of wasted years Nothing to hope for, nothing to hold dear.