War With Self

Too easy to be involved Now trying to get rid of That's not easy to be To be a fighter against self To call for a war, brain to itself Shade of the rain had ended Far away from me My spine needs a shock to be shaded Shaded with lights, I wanna be I'm a loser of '13, and I'm a loser of '17, next I'm a loser of '22, end I'm a loser from the losers of the dark I wanted them as friends but it didn't work Decent words from me From my cells of shame Starting them all to win this game A game aginst me Need to win the game Need to be a fighter Needed your help to hit sparks You're helping with your words Yeah, this is how it really works