Walking This Long Road

I feel like I'm walking this long road all alone, sometimes I feel like my heart is made of solid stone. I always feel like I have nothing to live for, I feel like there's no reason to continue breathing anymore. It gets so lonely walking this long road all alone every day and every night, when will somebody come help? When will I see some kind of light? I've been walking this long road all alone for so long, I keep asking god to explain to me why my life keeps going so wrong? In my life I have lost so very much, but when will all that pain finally be enough? I feel so alone every single day, I pray to god every night and ask him to help me change my ways. I'm walking this long road all by myself, I wish that I could just put all my problems up on a shelf. My shoulders feel like they are carrying the heaviest load, so all I can continue doing is walking this lonely and painful road.