Walking

i walk this world alone having had what i had the blessing of a life time and the glory so few have had when i kneal and pray it never is for play in my heart i am sincere this year He has made it clear that He was there all of the time can i ask Him for a mate and hope that i don't forsake the one i had for a while would that cramp my style sometimes i shake and shiver having tears in eyes delivered and wonder where do i go now while the world waits and whispers the lonely, they wait, the widows, they wait for me to rejoin the world and some have seen the other side the side i see and regret to leave where will i go and transplant my heart who will receive what i wanted to give someone else and try to make it hers alone who will pick up where she left off as if she was already made can i fall in love again i'm not sure if it's even legal