Waking Up

why i stay in the past ill never kno if i cant move on i guess ill never grow heart still yerns for u even tho i try to lie i wanna hide it but u can see it thru my eyes pain it never subsides i just carry it very well all this work im doin is it for me or really for u either way it pushes me and i dont think anyone can tell but ive been wrong before thats too obvious people read me like a book but no one can tell me what happens in the next chapter is it wrong to want you to wanna hold you and never let go holdin on to the weakness letting go would be so easy easier said then done release your grip on me let my dreams rest why stick around when you dont want to just do us a favor and leave wakin up inside alarm going off set it forever ago this clock must be broke one of the many things i must repair im not mr. fix it so again i rely on someone else so many questions text books are all blank pages empty as my heart only filled with lessons already learned not sure were im headed only kno were ive been but in the end im good letting go should be the end but its only the beggining