Waiting For Answers

I’ve been longing for an answer Digging deep , my attempts to get this cover, just an answer! My pillows know my prayers This is the morning after Silence had to suffer Now Hearing silence break never have I thought would be tougher My heart is racing My mind is hosting numbers Even the smallest fraction scares me How I now prefer the silence The percentages and probabilities are shaking my core For some reason Her embrace was comforting and not foreign Even though suffocating I’ve gotten used to hearing nothing And seeing less than what is Damn! Now I’m scared and so unprepared I wish the universe cared To listen to the voice of my thoughts And whatever the choice Advantage at my door be waiting