Waiting

Four walls surrounding, What alot of people can't see, The loneliness inside my heart, The feeling of not being me, Sure there's that one door, But it's so far away, Kind of scared to open it, I'm afraid I'll just stay grey, Though I catch myself wondering, If my soul mate is really out there, So far I have no proof, And I feel that that's not fair, For I know what's in my heart, Everything to keep life real, I guess no one want that anymore, It's just something I feel, So as these walls stay around me, My heart will stay so cold, Waiting for her to keep it warm, So I can be happy as I get old!!