Vulnerable

So I play games in my Head assuming roles of You and I wish we were One floating feather away On currents masking our Life Red Sea as I stare Into your eyes yesterday Yesterday begins to bleed Tears tomorrow will soon Come to cry I feel nothing the Cold hard stare into oblivion Is the name I call myself the mask I choose to never remove tattooed To my existence a heart that lives in The palm of my hand stroked as with Self gratification I’m satisfied making Love to my own mind orgasmic Mental states achieved although we’re Clothed in my naked dreams Funny lovers stumbling Through fornicated mental Acts baptized poetic verses whisk Away my love me this tinted Hearse is stealing my soul to a watery Grave save my heart from your Tainted curses hold me shattered Pieces cut deep away my outer Skin fleshy insides exposed to her Smiling suns broken toes and all Unable to move to run out I Can’t breathe so I cry with No sound I’m not one to shed Tears that run down cheeks I Write them tiny legs so they Hold track meets on paper Thin sheet feeling torn with No effort I’ve licked clean Blood from these wounds Have healed No more Never again No more