Voices

As I lay awake in bed So many thoughts going around With the voice inside my head All my worries and fears surround He's on repeat all day long I'm not sure how to be strong The nightmares are so vivid I'm afraid to fall asleep Because I know ill wake up livid Angry at him, angry at me But none of you can see What pain is within The voices always win I cut myself to be free But he wont let that be Thats what he wants For me to give in, then he's back He presses into my brain Like a thumb tack I will never go back to normal