Visions
everynight haunted by the pictures
my life now a repeat of the scriptures
close my eyes its too real im fallin deeper
emotions too famailar to me
panicing, heart off beat
nauseous, cramping, can't even eat
its too real it can't be a dream
i could feel it and see it
is it true cause im starting to believe it
supressed memories its all coming back to me
so that means he took my virginity
what was mine to give he took from me
i could see you on top of me
pushing yourself inside of me
turning what was innocent into incomplete sanity
what did you want with me
stredded my dignity for all eternity
leaving me with nothing but vision and disbeliefs
don't have to close my eyes to see you on top of me
holding my arms as i lay with my body in shock, silently
i hold back tears
i don't want you to see the fear
throat to stunned to breathe
but i don't care
i just wanna be free
cause till that day comes the vision a repeat
more painful, more clearer, and more harder to sleep
i reather just rest in peace
with my arms crossed awaiting the heavenly peace
dear God i'm asking you please
i can't live to see another day
feeling him inside of me
the pain its agony
i don't wanna live this way
everynight, everyday
every couple hours feeling this way
im fallin apart glass shattered
it resembles me
broken, unrepairable you can't fix me
what's gone is gone
but if you let me i could still live on
behind the heavenly gates
the pain a be gone
no more worrying about the wrong
God I know you'll set me free
just, do it asap if you know what i mean.
Copyright © Glenna Diggs | Year Posted 2006
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