Virility Imperiled Manhood Emasculated Mine

Virility Imperiled Manhood Emasculated (mine) No sense of accomplishment prevails to date analogous to kudzu... inadequacy runs rampant recurring theme extant within poetic endeavors, and often discussed with assigned therapist (one among many girls named Stephanie Dodds) do GOOGLE search and see for yourself – similar curiosity got the better of me, whose christened name (Matthew Scott Harris), not unique to yours truly, a poem, which theme pertaining to aforesaid first, middle, and last namesake already written by none other other than this scrivener) impacted self esteem less so than inchoate nascently, pervasively rampantly,... thrashing unleashed upon impression hubble early (perhaps even in utero) formative days of milne eeyore whinnying pooh wrenching, ruing jackknifing...unsmiling, lamenting childhood's end upon cusp debilitating psychological tragedy, where whatsapp pining within me present mindset lodged nexus, sans linkedin destructive buzzfeeding apathy mired potential vitality (crying evinced powerful lungs) quickly succumbing against brutish, nasty, yet not short reign of innate oppression, fixation abnegation with dereliction, asper self preservation engendering feeble gesticulation harkening incipient personhood crowdsourcing courtesy condemnation damning existential insignificance motif possibly adopted comparing not fancy free and footloose demeanor toward none other than Boyce Brandon Harris, thee papa, jack of all trades, (many taught thru his own quick learning penchant), numberless abilities + storied vocation - mechanical engineer equalled one smart polymath strengths constantly reiterated by mother (dearest long since deceased) agog how papa excelled at most every endeavor, i.e. vocational career at General Electric (aerospace engineer) in conjunction with bajillion avocations, hence finding his sole son (second of three progeny) when only yeah high (a scrawny, skinny, spunky... little boy) internalizing heaping accolades bestowed strong, not so dark, modestly handsome biological paternal parent with (rocking) round the clock timely adulation, which praise papa similarly received soon after blessed birth April ninth ninety twenty nine.