Violated October 15 2000

He robbed me of my soul, without a second thought of the damage he has caused. So many doubts, fears, screams in the night, such violence without hesitation, not even a pause. He ripped my life away, replaced with fear, sadness, anger and pain. I want him to realize what he has stolen from me, my body, my mind, I feel crazy, more like insane. I didn't want this, Where the he** was my choice? I was not given one, he took it, Did he hear? Was he listening to my voice? How do I cope? There's a void, such emptiness inside. He left me with nothing to build on, to start with, but all of these tears I have cried. Violated in the most personal way, there is one thing he will never take. In my, this strength I have will never die, and that he could never break. I'm grabbing control and taking back my life, he thought he had me, he was wrong. I am going to move on, put all of this behind me, grow and be strong.