Vioet-Confusion

All these years i have wasted- sitting on a lowly chair- thinking how my life where before now- recalling the pains of yesterday- the glorious fall of triumph- and that feeling that one is free and void of emotions- trapped in-between two walls- one tries to fight back the sweet sensation of tears as the walls crumble and fall- one tries to fight back the pain as those you once loved depart into what we think is death- this feeling of uncertainty and the future i planned yesterday, isn't it what i am living now?- can you still reason right- when your thoughts are al messed up- love long gone- hope in hopelessness- confused and thinking more- insanity draws nearer- i can feel its presence- violet thoughts- this feeling of confusion- can't write more***