Villain

Sometimes I feel my mind leaking ...
Spilling , my emotions all over the floor ...
I mess lives, I break hearts , I bring pain, I bring sorrow , I do everything ...
Now when I am all patched up ...
I have lost everything , everyone ...
My loved ones, cherished , hated ...
I live with scars of memories, memories too vivid that can never go away ...
Memories of all the chaos I have painted, pain that I have caused...
I am sorry I let you in, opened my casket of destruction to let you have a glimpse of my darkness, now you're all trapped in a loop...
Oblivious  on whether to  keep loving me or hate me forever ...
But then again I warned you...
You dived in to have a taste of me ...
Promised to make me feel better and I was better...
As you licked my wounds, as you ate pieces of my heart wrapped in lies and truths ...
But in a moment I was what you wanted me to be...
In another I was me dark and sinister ...
Unaware I turned from good to bad , from bad to good... ...
When it was dark no one could read me, not even myself ...
I was back to being me, stuck in my head ...
My mind leaking and spilling, all over the floor ...
And you, you were no longer you...
You become another version of me leaking nothing but sorrow, regret, pain, cursing the day you met me ...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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