Very Sad Story

His love for me's unknown i am feeling so alone hes the one i dont want to lose but im suddenly confused not a single day goes by that i dont remember how i messed things up and brought us shame now hes suffering in pain and he will never let me forget the thing i did that i regret it will never be how it was i broke his heart all because i didnt think about the kiss it just goes to prove that loose lips sink ships i learned from my mistake i know i did wrong now with every breath i take i hope my death wont be too long it will never be ok it will never be the same i know that i will pay and lose again at this love game it wont be much longer untill im struggling alone how is it supposed to make me stronger when my heart is made of stone without him i would be lost but if thats my only cost i would wish death upon myself and end my life and go to hell then wed both be in pain and only memories will remain in peace i will never rest leaving here is for the best i dont wanna hurt no more without him theres nothing to live for. -Spencer Coggsdale dedicated to Luis Arizpe