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The day you died, I was fully grown
A proud parent, with children of my own

All of me lost you, all of me cry
But 5 year old me, keeps asking "why"

That sweet little girl, you tucked in every night

That six year old, you taught to ride a bike

That eleven year old, you waved off to camp

That excited fourteen year old, getting dressed for the dance

That sixteen year old, that just learned to drive

That twenty year old, who lost her first child

The mother version of me is terrified
That you are not by my side

The grown me hurts, with nowhere to hide                                                     
It's not just me who lost you, but every girl I am inside
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Scars Avatar
February 26, 2018 at 8:13 AM
so sadly beautiful sweet Brandy, may you find peace and hope with faith. Welcome to PS! I hope you will love it here..:)-luloo
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December 20, 2017 at 11:58 AM
Very sad first post, but beautiful.. Great first post.. Welcome to poetry soup Brandy..
Rogers Avatar
December 20, 2017 at 4:36 PM
Thank you!
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December 20, 2017 at 8:31 AM
For the best Daddy in the world! My hero!
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