Venting

You know how it is, You know how this thing goes? So why are you surprised? Why must You seem so shocked? This is nothing new, Just the same old! You tried to prepare yourself didn't you? You tried to be one step ahead of the game! Still, Still your thrown off balance, your sweating, your not as you should! Stop! Stop suppressing those feelings! Its ok to cry just know that you will never know why. Strength is a great thing however to much strength can easily make you weak! How? How you say? Your trying to be strong your ignoring the true pain. Next thing you know your a Volcano and your going insane! You only cry in the shower so the water can mix with your tears. So basically your masking and washing away all of your fears. But little do you know. What your washing away recycles right back. You thought it went down the drain? No no the same pain is now trickling down your back. Im not super woman. i admit that as of now! I can only take so much, that's just the honest truth This harsh reality is all this emotion balancing is sucking my youth. This has no title just a free vent to myself. lesson is dont be surprised at what you already know! Suck it up dust it off and go with the flow.