Vague Concerns Beside Me In Bed

I could be going deaf in my right ear. One of the neighbor’s dogs has it out for me one day it will break down it’s fence and like the Berlin Wall I will be history. I think I might end up homeless for a time or sleep in a shelter one eye open in the back of my head. I have fallen in love I think it is going to break my heart in only a matter of time. Could be that all these things are for the better or they are omens of demise but I have been dying for twenty-six years not sure how much longer but that does not concern me anymore.