Beautiful Scars Poet Quatrain

Unwanted-Trashed 4 Contest

Thrown out like yesterday's debris,
Broken backwards and upside down,
You left me out to watch me suffer,
No longer wanting me around.

Yesterday's plans turned to today's remorse,
And old photo's remind me so clear,
I'll never forgive you for your choice,
To no longer want me near.

Forsaken and forgotten, new until old,
Please invite me back for dinner,
Uphold my regret and fill me up,
I already admitted that I am a sinner.

Underneath the stairs that creak so creepy,
While on top of your unwanted list,
You realized that I'm not very healthy,
Leaving our plot with an unwanted twist.

How does it feel to never being wanted?
How do I explain my desire to be lethal?
Guess word spreads and turn into lies, 
What happened to us being equals?

Compared me to flowers but came up with rubble,
Unaware of my beauty within my psyche,
Broken and lost, left and alone,
Your internal light has always been my lightening. 

You say that I am undesirable in reality of dreams,
I'm unloved and unwelcome your eyes do express,
What happen to all the sweet retentiveness we had,
As I lay unloading all my regret and feeling depressed.

I'm no longer needed for your fulfillment of romance,
I'm taken aback by your disagreeing mistrust,
You used to need me for tenderly touches,
Our love turned into a conduit of lies and lust.

Many years we had us and many to come we don't,
Upcoming jubilations with out you I'll be haunted,
You'll never actually feel the undesired experience,
Of feeling an undeniable force to be isolated and unwanted.

Written By: Laura Urbaniak
For the contest, Trashed  #4, sponsor, Broken Wings

November 3, 2015

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Balveen Cheema December 8, 2015 at 4:53 AM You and Linda are power packed woman-bold, strong, who can overcome your stresses and turmoils! Congrats on your write! Had asked you for some clarity. Still waiting for your response. Love....

Poet Destroyer A November 3, 2015 at 1:58 PM Hi Laura, you display deep depressed feelings. I've been in a vulnerable state for almost 6 years. The man I had messed my emotions up pretty bad. I felt unwanted for a time, but at the end of it all, it was my own doing. I was the one who pulled from anyone wanting me. Hiding, Alone. I felt so unwanted, all I ever did was regret, but my regrets are different from the ones you share above. Enjoyed reading your poem. LINDA Beautiful Scars November 3, 2015 at 2:36 PM I appreciate you sharing your situation with me. Thank you for sharing and I pray you feel better. I'm very sorry you had to go through such a difficult situation. Life is NEVER easy, is it? You are so talented and you inspire me to do better. I have enjoyed all your writings and you should be proud of yourself. Thank you for being you...Stay blessed xxx -LU