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I'm drunk now...
Hardly write at all
But any more it's all I do
To rid the memory of the skank I screwed
Then she came back so unforgiving
To kill me again
And hold the pen I will
To stab her heart with a vengence
Scribbles turn to scrolls
As my face becomes numb
Then I turn violent, territorial
Destroying friendships after shots
And making alliances before death
My hate grows stronger after I bang
Then my anger gets even larger
My violent ways grow
As my alcoholic words seem to decimate
All whjat is and was
All I think about is what's now
Not later or gone
Everything has become habitual
After killing so many who can blame me
666 is the number for worship
But rebellion is all for me
Though I still create death in mind
I reek of smoke of burning bodies
My revenge will be met
And my death mte after theirs'
Whiskey and beer influence
These thoughts, so random
Yet hunger overcomes drunkeness
Then I cut, drink and fall again
Copyright © Charles Grisham | Year Posted 2005
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