Until My Heart Forgets

I lie awake, engulfed in your memories
Drunk in bliss that only my fancy creates
It's vivid in my mind  how your presence made me grin,
How your hackneyed jokes still rolled me laughing.
How we waited for the full moon,
And gazed at the stars begging for them to fall.
Even listened to the thunder roaring, found the lightning amazing.
How we kissed as we danced in the rain

But here in my reality
Thoughts of you bring me joy,
Yet pound my brooding heart to bleed.
There's no more joke for me to laugh
No more stars to fall
No moon that waxes, only wanes
And thunder sounds like my loudest cry
As I am being deluged in my own rain of tears
My mind thinks I am brave, but my heart believes otherwise
The pain is pierced, like the sharpest spear
Deep into my heart, down into my soul,
But I have to heal
Heal myself from my desolation
I will get through, 
I'll get over you
And when I do
My mind may still vividly remember,
But my heart will surely forget.

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Date: 8/19/2019 9:54:00 AM
the soul always feels the pain of a lost love your pen paints very beautifully
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Karen Da
Date: 8/21/2019 7:21:00 AM
Yeah, I agree. Thanks for dropping by..
Date: 10/30/2018 5:20:00 AM
This is exquisite writing, Karen, and I can so relate ... I love the phrasing and imagery, and how you've made heartache as if it were a part of nature, or a force all its own. Wonderful write! I see you haven't posted since, July, but I pray you'll return and keep posting - you are a talented writer. Blessings, Dear Poet. <3
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Karen Da
Date: 12/25/2018 7:57:00 AM
Thank u for your inspiring words Gregory. Things have been rough lately, but guess I'm back. Thank u again. God bless and Merry Christmas!
Date: 10/10/2018 2:34:00 PM
Wonderful last two lines of a beautiful write Karen.
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Karen Da
Date: 12/25/2018 8:03:00 AM
Salamat James. Merry Christmas!
Date: 10/7/2018 3:15:00 PM
funny sometimes, this bittersweet life we live...good poem, Karen
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Karen Da
Date: 7/4/2019 8:19:00 AM
Yes, indeed! Thank u James..
Date: 8/27/2018 7:25:00 PM
Very well crafted Karen in its deepness...love & light my friend...^WW^
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Karen Da
Date: 8/29/2018 4:47:00 AM
Thank u so much my dear friend. All the best for u..
Date: 8/26/2018 2:26:00 PM
Im not sure the heart ever forgets... Well expressed poem..
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Karen Da
Date: 8/26/2018 10:36:00 PM
I just wish it does. Thank u by the way..
Date: 8/17/2018 6:52:00 AM
Hello Karen, A very captivating lyric that's full of emotion and deep feeling. Bittersweet for sure. Your last two verses are very powerful and quite telling in bringing the theme of your lyric to its full-circle conclusion. Most Excellent!! Enjoyed your poem!! Best Wishes, Gary
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Karen Da
Date: 8/18/2018 10:43:00 PM
Thank you so much Gary for such an inspiring words. May God be with you always..
Date: 8/14/2018 2:14:00 PM
ohh, how heart-rending is this marvelous piece, karen...isn't love an intense feeling?.. huggs
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Karen Da
Date: 8/15/2018 6:34:00 AM
Thank u Nette. Yeah, indeed it is, in sooo many ways..
Date: 8/7/2018 10:55:00 AM
Karen, a very poignant lyric. In spite of the tremendous heartache, I appreciate the positive message at the end "But I have to heal... I will get through." Nicely done.
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Karen Da
Date: 8/7/2018 11:12:00 AM
I believe we should all pick ourselves up whenever we fall. Thank u so much Mark. I'm happy with your words..
Date: 8/4/2018 1:18:00 PM
This thing called love...the greatest teacher without a doubt...Nice write. karen
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Karen Da
Date: 8/5/2018 8:57:00 AM
Yeah, I definitely agree. Thank u!
Date: 8/4/2018 8:48:00 AM
Lost love sure is really painful and often times really difficult to forget, you have written a really nice poem here and I really enjoyed reading it, good luck and have a really nice day
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Karen Da
Date: 8/4/2018 9:10:00 AM
You said it right. Thank u Faraz. I wish u likewise..
Date: 8/4/2018 6:25:00 AM
Lost love is a spear of pain, The heart will mend over time, Nicely expressed Karen
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Karen Da
Date: 8/4/2018 9:08:00 AM
Yeah, definitely! Thank u Joseph..
Date: 8/3/2018 4:14:00 AM
Sometimes the heart never forgets. Nicely written, Karen. All the best. John
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Karen Da
Date: 8/3/2018 4:38:00 AM
Yeah, I agree with u. Thanks John. Wish u likewise!
Date: 7/31/2018 12:19:00 PM
I know those feelings all too well. Keep you memories close to your heart, they can never fade.
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Karen Da
Date: 7/31/2018 9:12:00 PM
Only those memories worth keeping, Lol.. Thank u anyways..:-)
Date: 7/31/2018 11:21:00 AM
This is outsdandingly written. I love this line especially: "Drunk in bliss that only my fancy creates."
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Karen Da
Date: 7/31/2018 9:11:00 PM
Thank u so much for appreciating Caren. This will be an inspiration. Thanks again..
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