Unspoken Thoughts

I sit here silent in voice and screaming in thought All that i feel is all that i can not see I am anxious with passion and worried with ambition Forsaken by what is right and longing by what is wrong All that i am is alive and all that I am is not dead Weak with compassion I long for sensuality I wish to feel pleasure unlike anykind I want to be taken but with no warning I wish to be swept away by the tide and gently placed on the sand I want laughter but not from me I long to be kissed all over softly without speaking of my mind I want to be understood without saying what i mean I yearn to be heard and actually remembered I want with all my heart to feel beautiful and sexy but not for a purpose of so I smile and carry on as if i had no cares to tell but hope to find one who knows that i am not I want peace and happiness and to be at ease with myself