Unsappy Happy Talk

I said to my son, He said back to me, To be honest with us, I'm worried We want to be happy while bypassing disciplines of left-brain healthy is not too right-brain cooperatively sappy. But, after my ancient lifetime of trying directly for prosperous happy that may or may not lead to left-brain healthy, that may or may not lead to right-brain wealthy, I hope you can benefit from what we redundantly say, more than what I've actually done in front of you and behind your back, confronted you, denied, and what I've failed to take left-with-right back. We want to be happy and to win wealthy left-brain ego-fame however flashingly synaptic even at the price of ignoring natural/spiritual resilient healthy is not all that win/win polyanna maniacally sappy nor lose/lose despairingly immoral crappy So I have done and we long to be done with such lose-happy and lose-wealthy self-prophetic life confusion profusion contusion, Of unhappy cognitive left and disaffected unwealthy right dissonance provokes short-term wounded choices for mere satiation because long-term resiliently healthy happiness feels too right-brain prominent sappiness suffering left-brain crappiness Both un-together remaining mutually blind to integrity of global win/win GoldenRule manners, uncrappy and unsappy, too remotely not experienced on our shared big mainframe but maybe flimmery-glimmers of light emerge in more everyday lighter healthy, wealthy, and wise here/now space/timeless moments. To be honest with you, I'm worried we want to know abundant happiness without accepting and committing to our win/win integrity as ego/eco-systemic left/right cooperatively integral Red/BlueGreen yang-fire/yin-water holistic nonsectarian non-partisan non-violently communicating health vulcanizers, optimizers, re-creators, transubstantiators, creolizers, With happy inter-hemispheric ego/eco-logicality speaking dipolar bi-loyally in cooperatively resilient health/wealth solidarity Which I think everyone would regeneratively agree is not too sappy nor too degeneratively crappy to remain responsibly happy despite all our co-arising snappy facts without contextual slappy feelings.