Unlivable Yet I'M Living

Why does this anger inside of me reach the surface so violently a small violin sits silently the bow starts to slide the string Quite simply I don’t want the sympathy nor feeling sorry for the wimp in me I just want us to have the mutual chat bringing understanding and just that see the views from where I am sat no arms around or patting my back strength is found in loneliness with pounding stress relentlessly pressing pull down and mess your head nothing less a tension never lessens never give up is the lesson never give up win or lose just plough through giving everything you have in you core and roots hope for luck hope for flukes maybe in time you’ll fire nukes if outnumbered still give it back don’t crack or crumble give back rumbles tussles tumbles muscles get up and go once more last as long as you can woman or man last cus time’s your ally it’s all you have life is all about survival you shouldn’t pick your rivals or pick fights let fights pick you then less fighting you will do means more time to learn improve remember alphas keep the peace they don’t otherwise want a piece they defend the territory don’t look to terrorise act wise not terribly and snide wear the crown on home ground where their found to protect and pound and do so proud taking down going to town with a lion pride defiance breaking strides with violence leaving challengers silent but the enemy is inside of me simmering keep the peace but it's slivering let out a piece when giving in erupts up and I slump down it's unlivable yet I'm living