Unknot

Carry the burdens Too long Not knowing when To give up Especially there is nothing Worth keeping No reason to fight for it Showering me Nothing but pain Embedded in me Driving my anger so wild But they are already gone Probably shifted to another place Why I am still holding onto them That was the question Circulating in my mind Sleepless nights Voices talking to me Disturbing images No longer feeling Just there But not here The turning point Wanting to change As my heart and eyes Being exposed With God's Holy Light Realising The illusions Feeding with trauma and violence Too much Been in that field Way too long Releasing heavy tears Closing my eyes Throwing away Out of my way Light in my heart Airy steps Soul revives Scars The aftermath From trials and obstacles Bruises Now may still hurts But knowing these will heal Going to sleep Simple smile Opening new day for me Closer to happiness © Sue Sanzz 2020