Unfinished Diary

It seems so long ago I was saying close the door, close the door On your way Mother I was a girl now I am a woman Don't tell me to smile There won't be one tonight How can I now? everything in my life is f***** up And it seems so long ago I was sitting in the dark alone Memories do they fade or is it just me? Pages of the diary seem to seap into the walls I left them behind Unfinished diary, its calling my name Can't seem to hide the void or pick up the crashing pieces that fell upon me Memories will they come back to me? Unfinished diary I threw you once away Now your back in my heart And it seems so long ago I held you close And every night my thoughts would be written down upon the unfinished diary I was a girl Now I am a woman.