Unfinished
I write for the same reason I stare in the mirror
Each moment spent looking for a trace of myself
Hoping the reflection in the glass or the page
Can give me some indication of who I'm trying to be
I have walked so many roads in my life
And walked a great many more in my mind
That sometimes I forget where I was going
Though I can never forget where I've been
I wonder if the landscape of my days
Is shaped by my true intentions
Or a lack of focus on the choices I've made
Did I get here because I intended too
Or did I simply wander this way
Is the person I wake as each day
A conscious decision, or a series of chances made real
So I stare in the mirror forever
Trying to look away fast enough to see myself as others do
I write pages I never send
Trying to understand the ways I see myself
My only real goal
To sleep soundly as who I am
Copyright © Jesse Andrews | Year Posted 2010
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