Unexplainable Heart
was there ever a time where u didnt know how to feel?
what words to even say or what feelings to conceal?
emotions u didnt want to hold and the things u say are cold
some days its not easy to turn the page
thoughts of being trapped in a cage
scared to even move but eager to run
days u sit there wishing it was done
no this mess aint fun
sitting there wondering if its easier to speak
clawing to get away but ur feeling so weak
off in a corner with complete devastation
words unspoken with no contemplation
hopes and dreams failing to come true
so many things i still have to go through
before i open my heart to the pain
frozen emotions and a cold soul i blame
is this just a mind game?
emotions still trapped and a heart still broken
giving up is an option but not whats spoken
curled up in fetal position on the floor
eyes dried out, puffy and sore
this isnt how i imagined myself to feel inside
but this happy place inside me completely died
i cant seem to find these emotions in me
blinded by confusion i will never see
will i ever know these feelings inside of me??
by taneia j. nelson
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