Undecided Sin

Mind lurking elsewhere; Like the thief in the night Inner thoughts trapped where bad is considered the best Heartless soul that attacks the spirit The gate way to heaven is nowhere to be seen Mindless body that lurks for sin Deeds that darken the light Attempts to stop, but the feeling refuses Inner ability to pray has failed, uncontested weakness has occurred Sin rushes through my veins; day in and out A call out to God has placed me on hold Blind hands that hold nothing but the devils plate My soul covered in mud like a pig in mud Dirt follows me in the night it eats me alive I trying to believe but my faith is weak I knocking on faith’s door but nobody seems to be inside Waking around in never land hoping to find me I cry out to the bible, but my cries are silent Open your heart oh lord as I kneel before you People around me so distant that I see them no more