Undecided

I sit here and I feel undecided on what to do next with my life, tried many things but no interest comes to me. When the motivation and standards were too much for me, I gave up Where will I be next, what will become of me, I still do not know The things I want are too much to handle and I don’t take it Failure I feel, and it is worse when I do. The goals I set fall out the door, it is my fault and I blame myself. I feel worthless and I am a failure. I sit here undecided on what to do next with my life.